Forget her name, forget her face,
Forget her kiss and warm embrace.
Forget the time you spent together.
Forget it all she is gone forever.

Forget the fact that she once cared,
Forget the love that she once shared.
Forget her love that once was true,
Remember now there is someone new.

Forget you cried all night long,
Forget her when they play your song.
Forget how close you once were.
Remember how she chose him.

Forget you memorized the way she walked.
Forget the way that she talked.
Forget the times she made you mad.
Remember how she made you feel so sad.

Forget the thrills when she said, Hi!
Forget the times she made you cry.
Forget the way she said your name.
Remember now she is not the same.

Forget you saw her yesterday.
Forget her gentle and teasing way.
Forget the things you had planned to do.
Remember now she is not with you.

Forget the times that went so fast.
Forget it all it is in the past.
Forget she said, I’ll leave you never.
Remember now she is gone forever.

Forget the past that I once knew.
Forget it all leave it too.
Cause she no longer loves me…
..she loves you…

i feel like crying and im so tired but im just so tired i cant cry and im to sad to sleep were if i lay i get sick to my stomach and my tears are all dred up so to speak  

well im gonna start off like this 
 Hi i am a Timmy Fenner I dont know were to start i live in St.helen Michigan.I am 16 years old and these are some things about me I love to play music,I love teaching others,Im a nerd,I love playing sa:mp,i also love helping out.

For the most part this is what i do i goto school during the week the only real reason i go is to play music and see friends.I love playing music for music is one way to express my self i may not be good at playing but wen i play i feel better about my self  me and my band director use to clash.He would find little things wrong with what i do and then yell at me an embarrass me in front of the class,however lately he Hans not done as much of that and im glad but lately my love to express my self has been at a all time low i don’t know why but music just isn’t cutting it for me it dose not truly express how i feel.I love going to see my friends but lately it just seems like the world is against me and why bother going i don’t like being made fun of or stabbed in the back i mean who can blame me i don’t think any one would.Well enough of my school life lets move on.

Well now lets move on to what i do in my free time i play Sa:Mp wen ever i can its basically a pc game.I also help out in the community.I help out threw many organisations St.helen snow packers,Blue gill board,Friends of the park and many more.by helping out i help staff events,Help the hook up at the ATV mud pull,signing people in introducing,campaigning for a skate park or other things for us teens to stay out of trouble. Before i go on people may be thinking boy this kid sounds like ________ well what ever your thinking your most likely wrong lol. I am kind of the kid who doesn’t fit in with the crowd im the kid that every one finds annoying and i try so hard not to be.

Now to me i feel lonely i know this girl for a wile about 3-4 years we have dated off and on threw out that time we have grown very close i am in 11th grade now sense 8th grade i have decided that i was absolutely in love with her I just dont know what it is about her i have listened to her gave my honest opinion about every thing including boys she has liked it has killed me but i have i have never intentionally gave her advice to screw her over or be spiteful and if i ever have i always apologized more then i should have and tried making right. i have been her best friend and up until now i thought she was my soul mate. I have treated her kind.lately we started dating more off and on well seriously in the past its always been not so seriously well lately she has treated me like shit and evrey one who is still my friend tells me i dont deserve this,do i? well tonight i told her that i need to know cuse i cant wait around forever and i need to know to stay or go and if im gone im gone for good and she told me “she just only see’s me as a friend “that just kills me to pour my heart out and for what it to be crushed in a instant like that i feel as if i am done what should i do i love her but she just treats me like shit  and i cant wait here for her to change her mind it kills me i feel like second best im not second best.or am i is that all i am? just a fall back to people idk what the fuck to do any more the only good thing i have going for me in my life is sa:mp and thats a video game i should have something else i think.